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Woman was made from the rib of man, She was not created from his head to top him, Nor from his feet to be stepped upon, She was made from his side to be close to him, From beneath his arm to be protected by him, Near his heart to be loved by him.

Upon reading a friend's blog on a topic of happiness Vs materialistic, it inspires me to write this. One can just be happy without having to be materialistic.. but one just keep hungry for more. I knew someone who owns a dozen of branded shoes, wore a five figure value watch, drive a high end vehicle, have a pair of beautiful kids, live in a lovely home, has a superb family vacation and has wifey who is always proud of his achievement. Yet, this SOMEONE still needs another so called special/intimate-female-friend when he'd already knew he hasnt been spending enough time with the family. Blame it on guy for not being satisfied with God's swt blessing (and he may be blaming on the wifey for not being able to be woman whom he wished her to be!) but I blame on the the bitch who have no respect for other man's woman & yet claimed that their relationship is "special" and even have the guts insulting her while his man was no where to defend her. I was on my nerve...

Whereabout? What’s shakin? (mine's not!) Notice that I haven’t been blogging for a while.. ? Wanna know what am I up to? • PREGGIE yes I’m pregnant (wooohooo!!!) surprisingly it doesn’t take long or any special medication this time, alhamdulillah.(nazurah is only 1 year & 4 mth when we found out ). The nausea is really bad that I find going to office is challenging enough. Thank God swt for the blessing. • LOST and FOUND we finally LOST the Ampang house, hard to let go but I do not have a choice. Bye bye home sweet home..Be it a river of tears, there is no way I can afford to have it back. I lost myself in sadness, because I FOUND cik lita and cik coco..!!!!!!! and she makes me called off my so called grand-10th wedding-anniversary- celebration.. :((just had to say that almost lost my dignity, though!)My one year planning was abandoned in a split seconds, my 9 years of dream to compensate the "immaterialised" item during our wedding was vanished with the wind. Morale ...

I have never thought that I have to go through the most difficult journey of my life I have never thought that my patience will be wearing thin, my river of tears will run dry, that I have to fake my smiles all day long, It took a while for me to pick up the pieces and move on The thing is, I have yet to move on God swt is great It takes ages to build up trust and took only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it I have never learn anything from my mistakes, let alone from others' advise I took things for granted and lightly The truth is hard to swallow But dishonest was more painful I just realize After all this years, all this pain I was told.. It is all about me For I shall not pass that way again, ever!

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Finally,... Pix : Atuk inspecting the house.

Salam Hijrah. Time flies!!Haziq is in standard one (and NO, he is not attending private school like what most people would expect me to do and he is also attending the sekolah agama in the afternoon. And no way hubby going to let him attending chinese school lile the cousins. Nazurah has four teeth now and attached like she is glued to me. I have lost couple of kilo's (oh! hubby gained some) And yes, I am still holding to my resolution on not purchasing my favourite Italiano's brand, Ferragamo or LV. I have been busy, was day warded twice. Me & my 3 bros has always been occupied we went to genting for the magic show, organising bbq, sungai trip and just got back spending weekend in concorde (3 days 2 nite; 5 rooms, meals included, on ME!). Oh, forgot to mentioned, me & hubby's handphone; N70, N95 & motorola 3G were submerged in the pool during the outing. How? the best word is "not our rezeki". 2007 was a great year, rain & shine at the same time. ...

It has been raining throughout the day I was on my way to a meeting when I received the news Raja Aiman, youngest son of Zarinah (kak ina) has passed away peacefully after a battling with cancer. I reminisce 2 years ago where he cried alongside Kak Ina when his father was place in the graveyard. A mothers love, truly unconditional love.

Time flies, my boy will be completing his pre-school next week and my little girl has two teeth now.. They have grown so fast, how I wish I can watch & enjoy every minute of them. Some of Haziq's recent achievement :- 1) Champion in Great Eastern Mall Halloween Costume Contest 2) Runner up in lantern making contest in CEC (not bad being the only Malay contestant) 3) Succesfully performing the Joget Lambak for CEC concert at RISDA Hall 4) Flying colours in final exam (Haziq can now read, count, sing and dance too!) As for my little angel, she can now sit and begin to roll over.. May Allah protect & bless my children eternally. Amin

I was cracking my head all week long, worrying & trying to figure out how to overcome my swiping-the-credit-card habit & reposition my "loans". MY debt is increasing (hope my hubby is not reading this). I was upset by this debt until I came across the news in the paper. It's about a boy, who is earlier involved in an accident and broke both legs. His parents brought him to the local hospital for a follow up check. On their way back, they met with an accident and it took both mother and fathers' lives. He is only 10. Within seconds he has became an orphan, and he is not the only one...so does his 6 year old brother and one and a half year old baby sister. That was the moment I realized that my "debt" thingy is only a small 'ciku" matter.. Just when I thought that I'm in trouble, there are people out there who is more unfortunate than me. I must admit that at times I am being blinded by the dollars and cents. "Your Gucci & Ferraga...

When the mat salleh boy in haziq's art class ask him of his race, Haziq told us that he answered them English instead of malay. Reason? he said because he speaks fluent english and has mat saleh looks. nazri's response was "like mother like son". Pix: Haziq & cousin, Nurul; the only Malaysian in last week's session.

The traffic was bad, Alin said I should be thankful coz since I'm in the car, "at least bule dengar anuar zain(her boyfriend) nyanyi" Alahai, I'm sure abg anuar is tired by then. So after 1 hour, I'm still at Jln Sultan Ismail, I end up taking this photo..(title : syok sendiri)

I missed the outing with my female friends last week. The 3 "kepala gila" girls went ahead with their crazy karaoke session without me coz I had some family enggagement.(Actually they are so jealous of my voice). Anyway, To Nur aka Pijat, I am envy of your 2 month solo journey concequering Europe and the states trip , Alin ; I hate you for getting the 42 inch LCD for free & Roger, for your first class travel seat and your stays in the many Four Season Hotels around the world. Pix: The singing session which lasted till 2am (thanks to my hubby for guarding the 4 anak dara & 1 mak dara)

People who know me or those who have seen me during my pregnancy will ask how did I loose so much weight in so little time, bla bla.. My typical answer would be “tak ada apa” or sometimes teasingly said “rahsia”. To be honest, I did not do anything. It's just few changes in my dietary & lifestyle(upon having 2 children, I think it is about time for me to take care of my health and to be precise; to minimize the migraine and gastric attack-For the past years, I was hospitalized AT LEAST once a year due to gastritis) To be honest, as per doctors’ advise and on my own research I have been practising the blow, with hope to mitigate the sickness (the slimming part consider as a bonus) :- -Pray hard, be thankful, be happy -good for soul detoxifying -cut down on solid food intake without having to skip the 3 meals daily -a bowl of oat in the morning (to increase fibre) -a bottle of prune juice daily -an apple a day -supplement : 4 capsules of JMD daily -exercise IF time permits and f...

My family (which means parents, brothers, sister in law, nephew and nieces) is famous for arranging last minute gathering. Last week for example, it was almost 4pm when we decided to check in Putrajaya IOI Palm resort just to watch the fireworks. Since limited rooms available, we decided to hit 2 executive suites.. (maids are included) The fireworks? It was a spectacular show (that nite was by Italianos).. but the whole excitement was brought down by a 3 hour bumper to bumper jam to reach the hotel. And that’s how we celebrated my eldest brothers’ birthday. We also watched the Merdeka march at Dataran. The kids were very happy. Abg Lan reminded everyone to wear red shirt to mark our group (acah jer, easy to spot sebenarnya) It was mak & my niece, Yana ‘s & Nurul’s birthday on Sunday… Abg Lan called me at 2pm and come up with the idea that we should skip the normal celebration at restaurant, so.. BBQ’s at my place since (I have the utilities buffet tray, chairs, buffet tables,.....

Helluva fun..with loved ones. Lots of activities, barbeque, flying kite, swimming, football,...makan makan

Most of my neighbors are housewife, recently another two more decided to quit their job. Being a working mother meaning spending less time with the children. A full time mother raised me; my amenities were taken care of. My meals, homework and even school uniform are well organized. I had understood the stressed faced by my son, Haziq. (My God! To think of it, he is only in his kindergarten years but even that I failed to perform my duties). I had to ask my parents to send him to school; I had to ask bibik to prepare his meals. I got home on average by 7.00pm during weekdays, by then he is left with only two hours to study and finish his homework with me. I was in the office when these emotions came gushing like torrential rain, and without realizing it, tears formed at the corners of my eyes. My kids were still too preoccupied with other people. His parent is busy, too busy with their work! Haziq’s words this morning keep on haunting me, he told my husband “Ayah, please TRY to come h...

laaa... mak sapa ni? Pix: Nana checking out Haziq's optimus Prime Voice changer helmet and art class product for the day (the guitar)!