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Most of my neighbors are housewife, recently another two more decided to quit their job. Being a working mother meaning spending less time with the children. A full time mother raised me; my amenities were taken care of. My meals, homework and even school uniform are well organized. I had understood the stressed faced by my son, Haziq. (My God! To think of it, he is only in his kindergarten years but even that I failed to perform my duties). I had to ask my parents to send him to school; I had to ask bibik to prepare his meals. I got home on average by 7.00pm during weekdays, by then he is left with only two hours to study and finish his homework with me. I was in the office when these emotions came gushing like torrential rain, and without realizing it, tears formed at the corners of my eyes. My kids were still too preoccupied with other people. His parent is busy, too busy with their work! Haziq’s words this morning keep on haunting me, he told my husband “Ayah, please TRY to come h...

laaa... mak sapa ni? Pix: Nana checking out Haziq's optimus Prime Voice changer helmet and art class product for the day (the guitar)!

Haziq made a beautiful card for ayah and while nazurah post a smile during the special day.. Me? I was too busy jogging around the neighbourhood.. but manage to prepare "special" breakfast for the family. Haziq was telling everyone that " My mommy made the most special breakfast in the whole wide world today!!!" Happy fathers day...

After 65 days at home, many session of post natal massage & treatment, after16 kg off (4kg more to go), .. time to head back the office... waaa..... ibu miss haziq & nazurah !!

while uncle Nazmi is visiting Dubai, auntie Alin in Bangkok and nur Afizah in Spain, Nazurah first "oversea" trip is ..... to Ayah's former workplace, the kiasu land.

Hope you like the gift from ayah my princess... http://www.stokke.com/xplory Stokke Xplory "..the award-winning stroller, Xplory has not only been recognized for its looks, manoeuvrability, safety, and comfort. But become the preferred stroller of the modern family, of celebrities, and stars .."

Happy birthday Fariez Armani.. p/s : auntie Nana is breaking the pantang already by attending the red party.

Despite patah kaki due to confinement, I manage to organize a small party (menu: sate, KFC, nasi lemak, mee goreng, fruits etc. Thanks to my brother sebab tolong belikan though it was a last minute arrangement) Happy annivesarry love!!

My appreciation to all visitors and well wishers. The number of family & friends visiting in hospital is truly UNEXPECTED.. (lucky we took the biggest room, punyalah ramai..) -thought it only happen on first delivery ajer. Thank you for the "rombongan from office" who visited at home. Thank you all for the prayer & gifts (the baby toileteries is enough for 5 yrs usage!) Thank you for the emails, sms, phone calls and not forgetting the angpow. My special thanks to Dato Ashar, labor room midwife, nurses and the maternity ward staff (hope you enjoyed the pizza & donuts). Thank you for the great patience in assisting me going thru the labor pain.. Thank you to my hubby for being by my side thru out the delivery & for the "laughing gas".. I thank Allah swt all for all of you. I am so very lucky to be sorrounded by wonderful people. Pix : Some of the gifts yg sempat ambik gambar (before kena bukak by abg haziq..)

Alhamdulillah..I have safely given birth to a healthy baby girl on 7th April 2007. Syukur pada Allah swt for another blessing

I'm in my 36 weeks and delivery can took place anytime after 37th. My MRI result came back today & according to doctor I am capable for normal delivery this time (Haziq's was via emergency C-section). Am I afraid? Of course I do, for people who carry many sins like me have a reason to be scared. I still remember when the doctor was saying that I am categorized under people who are capable to bear the pain (based on the contraction graph & the long hour labor pain) & I also remember not even a tear drops during the PPH-post partum hearmorrage (or "tumpah darah" in Malay). But things are different now, I have my children to think of. I keep telling my hubby that should something happen to me, he may re-marry, BUT I know, no one can replace being the best mother to my children & love them as much as I do. Since I am busy travelling around and at the same time tied up with office work. This may be my last posting before giving birth. Kindly forgive me, m...

My hubby took me to lunch date at Equotorial's Japanese restaurant on my birhtday . Later that night I took my family for dinner at Cozy Corner(almost 30 of them, including in-laws). I had to cancelled the Concorde Shah Alam plan coz I was too tired to travel.. but I was happy coz everyone was there. My birthday wish? For my family to be happy and in the best of health (and weatlh). You see, it's no longer about me that matters,. it's about others. Birthday present? After getting a brand new car in 2005, a handphone & Ferragamo in 2006 and being pregnant in 2007, I guess there's nothing more that I wanted. I am happy with the way things are. Happy Birthday to me again.

Haziq's new interest is the Lego Bionicle figurine, . (Note to my nephew Iqmal: try not to promote things that involved money to Haziq, this thing is costly dear.. and yes memang Auntie Nana work in bank but those are other people's money sayang) Currently pending "Toa Napuru" to complete the collection. Other Haziq's collectiobles item; bionicle innaka teeth (refer pix), games, wallet, books & t-shirt. Second photo, one of the many many Bionicle pics found in our digital camera (taken by Haziq) , no wonder the memory is full ... Checkout www.lego.com/bionicle

2/4/04 Friday 11.00am: Off to Lenga, Pagoh Johor 6.00pm: Left Pagoh to Jitra, Kedah 3/4/04 Saturday 2.00am: Check in Hosba Village 12.00pm: Depart for Penang 2.00pm:Check in 4/3/04 Sunday 11.00 am: Check out 2.00pm:Arrive in KL 8.00pm: Uncle Lan's birthday makan2

p/s: Redang is still breath taking...

I am 15kg more than my normal weight now... Feeling heavy and restless all over. Last week we went to Singapore (again?) and it was supposed to be my last long journey trip before delivery. It was a last minute decision over the long CNY break that I joined my family for a 3 days trip to Pangkor. Waduh!! the journey sungguh capek sekali.... The traffic was really bad that it took us 9 hours to reach Lumut. What pissed us off is the drivers' attitude.. esp on using the emergency lane and cutting que. When contacted the local police their replied was " kami dah tak larat nak saman la , encik".. Another incident-I was among the first to go on board the ferry with my other 20 adult & children in the family until a group of chinese cut the que & pushing me from behind, leaving the ferry attendant shouting like mad for them to make way for this cun pregnant lady. I was on my good mood until they started cursing in chinese (so happen I understand sebab dulu ada bofren ap...

Selamat Tahun Baru.. Semoga dilindungi Allah swt dunia & akhirat. Amin

What do you call when a person has to loose his hefty income just to be with his wife and child(ren)? Itu lah namanya cinta.... Ayah finally tendered his resignation on his 1st year annivesary with CB singapore. Even the counter offer make me drool, his decision is final. Reason? To fullfil his promise which was made in 2005 that he'd return to accompany me should I get pregnant (after 6 mths? better late than never). Welcome back love, (sure I'll miss those sweet, lovey dovey sms that I received daily when we were apart)

It's time to receive the free diary again..the start of a new year is often a time for reflection and resolution. Time to re-visit unfullfilled promises made the previous year and time to make amends before these promises lapse into oblivion. Mine? It has always been the same new year & maal hijrah list that I have been carrying since my childhood (in fact the piece of paper with the priority listing has turned yellowish to reflects how old it has been-it is too personal to share but covers life and hereafter). To think of it, it is about time that I added the below to my list (last time does not apply maa....) be a good wife (solehah) to my hubby be a good mother (mithali) to my children settle all the debts A cute handwritten note on the footnote of the list caught my eyes, which sounded like this " Note to myself: Ingat Tuhan, ingat family, ingat diri, ingat mati" By the way, my hubby reminded me to remove the "outside" M'sia holiday plan from our 200...

I pray I dream I care... I know that someday I will bring my family there InsyaAllah My prayer for all pilgrimage safety while performing Haj May our dream of performing the fifth pillar of Islam will be materialised Amin