Sunday, August 27, 2006

My baby


Note ; Especially for my son Haziq, ibu cherish every laughter, every prayer and every song that you sing to me. you are still, the best thing that ever happen to me.

Saturday, August 19, 2006








1) No remedy

It has been a while that I have not cried for others but myself. I am very much disturbed with the things happening around us. As I was going through my daily routine, flipping through the net and newspaper on the latest update of the Middle East, my heart sank and my tears dropped when I saw this.

Never have I imagined that while I was happily playing on the beach with my family, my muslim sisters and brothers on the other side of the world is actually fighting for their life and their country in the name of Islam.

May Almighty Allah strengthen the resolve and give the Muslims victory over this case . I will continue praying to Allah as part of my contribution to fight against the global rise of anti Islamic for the safety of muslims around the world.

2) A student once more

I decided not to attend the office’s line dancing lesson and to quit gym for a while. I knew I’d feel bad if I am capable to attend the less important thing but not able to manage my time in attending the Islamic related. I remember deciding not to pursue my masters (MBA) because I know those were not the area of knowledge that I am hunger of.

So, do not be too choosy, as learning as much as possible about Islam (fiqh, syariah, tafsir, whatever that we can afford to attend) is still very important even if we know our life may end soon and that we may not be able to apply the knowledge we gained. This is because attending Islamic lectures is considered as a great ibadah and is also another way of obtaining Allah s.w.t’s blessings and forgiveness. There are so many hadiths talking about the benefits of sitting in such gatherings…” a dying cancer patient once quote (he has returned to God swt early this year)

3) Apostate

The Lina Joy issue was really an eye opener for me; someone who was well educated and equipped with basic Islamic studies is now challenging her belief of many years. My tears dropped heavily as I read her mother statement.
(Ya, Allah lindungilah kami, jauhkanlah keluarga ku dari musibah sebegini…)

That was Miss Lina, someone who is outspoken, highly educated ;incapable to keep her belief in Islam. What about me? My children? My family? My neighbour and my friends?…

4) Back to life

To Allah do belong the unseen (secrets) of the heavens and the earth, and to Him goeth back every affair (for decision):then worship Him, and put thy trust in Him: and thy Lord is not unmindful of aught that ye do.(Hud: 123)

I am no angel.. only an ordinary wife, mother, daughter and hamba Allah who carry many sins and seeking Allah swt forgiveness and mercy. I hope we can be saved from HIS punishment. InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah, God willing and with my mom’s prayer, my life is blessed with so much happiness, health and wealth. But have I performed my duty as a muslim faithfully? There was no single moment that this guilty conscience leaves me.

I owe it all to Allah swt for keep answering my prayers.
(Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kami, Ya Allah)

You Raise Me Up

You Raise Me Up
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
p/s I am helping Haziq to memorize the above for his school concert.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Giant Garoupa is coming

Just got back from Redang.. subhanallah! the clear ocean really amazed me!! My skin has now became sun- kissed-tanned with a bit of gold reflection (ala macam Beyonce sikit2).

I guess aged has caught up with me, I get tired easily while showing off my swimming skill to Haziq. (Apparently my hubby is not!)

With the recent visit to Terengganu, there are only 2 more places for Haziq to complete his journey throughout Malaysia. Watch out Sarawak and Perlis, Haziq is coming!!

(By the way, if the fact that Haziq was made in Kuching is considered as a point, we only owe him one more place jer...)

Monday, August 07, 2006

Relationship Manager (RM) and IT Project Manager (PM)

What happens if is RM collaborate with PM under the same roof?
The RM will deal with all the "communication required items" whereby the PM is more on managing the resources (maid) and the household budget (banking trsansaction).

This patnership demands a very high expectation. The PM who is currently managing the dollars and cents couldnt find any systematic solution to it and end up with an excel file...!!

Managing resources? The one-month-old-burnt-blouse and the spoilt Zara shirt is the latest addition to the living proof.

Based on the above you will know which title I belongs to.

~alhamdulillah~

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