Count down....
I'm in my 36 weeks and delivery can took place anytime after 37th. My MRI result came back today & according to doctor I am capable for normal delivery this time (Haziq's was via emergency C-section). Am I afraid? Of course I do, for people who carry many sins like me have a reason to be scared. I still remember when the doctor was saying that I am categorized under people who are capable to bear the pain (based on the contraction graph & the long hour labor pain) & I also remember not even a tear drops during the PPH-post partum hearmorrage (or "tumpah darah" in Malay). But things are different now, I have my children to think of. I keep telling my hubby that should something happen to me, he may re-marry, BUT I know, no one can replace being the best mother to my children & love them as much as I do. Since I am busy travelling around and at the same time tied up with office work. This may be my last posting before giving birth. Kindly forgive me, m