Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Selamat Pengantin Baru Nonoi & Muz!

Everyone is busy with Nonoi's wedding and frankly speaking, even though I'm so very happy over my closest cousin's marriage, at the same time I feel sad cause she will no longer be spending as much time as we used to be. I remember how we (me & the other female cousins) used to ignore her presence during our childhood days just because she is always protected by our belated nenek. (We will always find ways to defend her sister, Titi)

Things change as we become older. The two sister, Nonoi & Titi, become closer and have individually developed their own personality...they even share stories and keep each other secrets. Titi, who used to be the "naughtier" one has changed to be a quiet person after she met Faiz. I am so impressed how Faiz turn this girl into a woman. Nonoi on the other hand, become more closer to the family and take charge of the siblings. I remember asking her what makes she change her lifestyle..she responded to me with one word, "responsibility".

Nonoi was the one who looks after me when I was warded in the hospital and was the one to accompany me during my hubby's absence. I was so happy when she introduced Muz to us, I must say he'd gotten our instant approval. To me Muz is not only a good looking kinda guy (ehem..) but that was not the fact why we like him. it is the "5 times a day" that caught our attention and in fact I was even feeling overjoyed when I found out that Nonoi was learning to recite Quran with Muz's mother.

I am so blessed to have a cousin like Nonoi..it's not that I don't appreciate my other female cousin, but Nonoi always make me feels good to be me.

To my cousin Norlina Ithnin,
I am praying the best for you. Remember that marriage is not about being a perfect wife or husband,...it is about becoming one..the learning never stops..and dont forget the word "patience" . By the way, you really surprised us with your "cover up". I reassure you that you will never loose your beauty upon wearing hijab(and be reminded that Arianie mentioned "dont just wear tudung like Kak nana!")
To Muzri, Please take care of my little cousin because we really treasure her..
God swt please bless this marriage..Amin.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Down with gastrics..4th time of the year

I'm on mc today(3rd mc for 2006).. was on bed all day with my notebook on and constantly on line to do office work..(do I have a choice?)

I am totaly restless & praying that I dont have to undergo another endorscopy next week..

Sunday, May 21, 2006


Wonder why suddenly I'm posting so many photos in my blog?he he.. Just testing my new desktop with 17 inch LCD and it's Canon 3 in one printer.

Well actually, ayah bought the PC for Haziq..(Haziq hardly let me use it..) so I'm sharing the WIFI thru my notebook aje..

Abang Joned

No one would ever ever predict that I will end up marrying that used-to- be- skinny- boy- who- was- once- my- so- called "pet-brother"..

I love you my hunny bunny

Catch this!

Just for the record, I was once on the FRONT page of most of the local newspaper..I remembered not keeping the complete newspaper cutting coz I didn't like what the reporters wrote about me (i.e aspire to become a doctor & talk about wawasan 2020?) That was the day I realized that not everything printed in the paper is true.


can you spot which one is Haziq's mommy?..(useful tips: more "hairy" would be ayah)

Blast from the past II

P/s : Notice Bonzer's cousin makeover?

Tuesday, May 09, 2006


Another summer day
Has come and gone awayIn Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded byA million people I
Still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two"I’m fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone awayIn even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
girl #1 : kak Nana, since when are you into slow tuned aka michael buble? what happen to linkin park & your upbeat thingy?
Nana cun : since involved in the project lar, need something to cool down the heat
girl #2 : ala excuse her la... she became "jiwang" after the hubby left for Spore, tonite is "malam jumaat" maa..
Nana cun : (scratching head)
p/s :To my sis-in law Kak Mona, thank you for introducing Michael, no doubt he has a great voice

Monday, May 08, 2006

Bloody Monday

My son's nose was bleeding badly resulting from crying hysterically after his father left for Singapore last nite. .. and today it happened to me. Luckily it took place in the office surau while I was taking wudu'. Actually I feel dizzy since morning (no, I'm not pregnant but how I wish..) and has already been advised to take mc for the day.

anyway, my plan to go home early was not materialised and I was the second last person to leave the office..worse still, haziq was already asleep when I reach home.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Blast from the past

I was driving home from work today when the radio actually played "I love your smile" by Shanice. It reminds me of my younger days in UUM. (The driver beside my car must think that I'm insane sebab gelak sorang2)

Still remember how
..Ida Harlina taught us "menari pump" in Alin's room,
.. Alin spoiled Monzar's mini,
.. tolong Sara cuci kereta (I know you are reading this),
.. Harrie with her lipstick and glam baju kurung
..Zel's bday celebration at KFC (Jim's love at first sight)
..Nana (sapa tu?) jatuh kat longkang B4
..abg Joned kacau daun

and many more citer kelakar yg I can relate to my kawan2 but facts:-
1) I got married to abg Joned (thank u Paipon)
2) Sara kawin dengan Iffil
3) Liza tak kawin dgn Paipon
4) Paipon tak kawin dgn Alin
5) Zel kawin dgn Jim (as expected)
6) Harrie bukan cousin bonzer
7) Alin was never involved in the Milo advertisment
8) Pijat is not Piji's sister
10) Nana budak cengeng!! (tak yah citer la...)

SDLC=system development life cycle

If I agreed to the "life is a roller coaster principle", I must say that tonite I'm at the downside of it.

How many times do we realize that the things we had said has actually hurt someone, badly? I do, most of the time & then silently try to take responsibility of it...and feeling guilty all over.

On the other side, it hurts to re-think of how I get offended by other people remarks. From scale 1 to 10, I rank myself a 7 and personally, it keeps getting better. (Frankly speaking, how bad can it goes compared to what I have gone through before...). I still do keep things to myself but I understand that it has a limit and has a probability to explode one day? (imagine: huslina meletup!)

It is so hard to please people and I dont have the capability to make everyone happy.

God give me strength, come to my assistance.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

2nd May 2006 - 8th Year Wedding Annivesary

Today is our 8th annivesary and for the first time we are not celebrating it.. I feel down all day long and even a bouquet of flower with lenghty wording from Nazri couldnt cheer me up.

To my dearest Nazri, Thank you for the wonderful 8 years and I'm praying the best for you, always. Though we are distance apart, you are always in my heart. I miss you so very much. May God swt bless our family and shower with good health, wealth and prosperity. Please forgive me for not being able to be a good & perfect wife (but it wont discontinue me from trying my best).
I love you.

Monday, May 01, 2006

milo oh milo

my good friend Alin called last week asking about hd recovery utility..(next time jangan lupa back up & verify dulu before formatting your PC dik..)

To the other cover girl Nur Afizah aka Pijat, selamat menunaikan ibadah umrah next week. Always praying the best for both of you. Cover girls forever!!! and also congratulations to both of you upon your graduation from the interior design course.

Sorry lah couldnt arrange for our monthly "bun" hunting lately, busy bangat dgn urusan di kantor...

p/s : photos taken in 1993 masa our visit to UUM

29th April 2006 CEC's sports day

Haziq first official sports event... he was the silver medalist!!! Thank you to teacher Keren for all the support and assistance. Ibu & ayah loves you sayang...


Daisypath Anniversary tickers