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Life is a tapestry woven with diverse experiences, both triumphs and challenges. As I embrace the milestone of turning 50, I find myself reflecting on the remarkable journey that has led me here. From overcoming health struggles to navigating emotional heartbreak and embracing personal growth, this transformative period has shaped me in profound ways. Today, I celebrate the accomplishments and blessings that have emerged from continuous trials and tribulations, while keeping my faith in Allah (SWT) as my guiding light. 2021 The year that my life took an unexpected turn when I underwent a hysterectomy. Thank you my Cyrene & Joe for encouraging me in making this decision, finally after 6 years. Hehehe.. This journey tested my physical and emotional resilience, as I faced the challenges that accompany major surgery and hormonal changes. While the road to recovery was arduous, this experience taught me the value of perseverance and the strength that lies within. I emerged from this cha

Life is a journey full of twists and turns, and I find myself reflecting on the remarkable experiences and cherished relationships that have shaped my path. 23rd July 2021 was the time I bid farewell to the workplace that has shape me to who I am today. My Maybank, with a heavy heart, reminiscing about the beautiful souls I had the privilege of knowing and working with. From Malaysia to Indonesia, Singapore to Cambodia, and the Philippines. As I prepare to leave, I cannot help but acknowledge the bittersweet nature of this transition. It is undoubtedly a time of mixed emotions, as I bid farewell to a place that has been a significant part of my career life for years. The memories, the challenges, and the triumphs we shared together have become an indelible part of my journey. Leaving behind the familiar and the comfort of a workplace where friendships flourished is no easy feat. To my dearest colleagues, past and present, I want you to know how much you have enriched my life. Each of y

While I’m focusing 101% to my system implementation checklist at work, I couldn't help but to overheard a conversation. One of them was discussing her child's recent completion of the placement exam for standard 1. Yes, you read that right, standard 1. It seems that the education system in our country is becoming increasingly absurd, with even preschoolers having to take exams. I must admit that I used to be a "kiasu" mom too (and perhaps still am), proud of my children's academic achievements. However, my first born was my eye opener about not posting academic accomplishments on social media. He asked me if I would still be proud of him even if he didn't get straight A's and about being empathy to children who don't excel academically. My criticism of the education system started way back from primary school phase. I wasn’t the top student or a teacher's pet, I wasn't the most adorable, cutest child (though I turned out to be a    stylish &quo

Homemakers vs. Working Moms: Redefining Roles and Appreciating Each Other The debate surrounding the roles of working moms and homemakers (or, as I prefer to call them, full-time housewives) has been ongoing. It is important to acknowledge that both play crucial roles within the family institution. While I don't deny that the tasks of a homemaker are demanding, exhausting, and often lacking in glamour or excitement, I stand corrected in recognizing that working moms face their own set of challenges too. The office is no playground for many working moms. We struggle, work tirelessly, face criticism from bosses and clients, and also bear significant responsibility for our subordinates. We take care of their well-being, support their career paths, and even contribute to charitable causes. Finding the time to perform solat promptly can be nearly impossible if one is not brave enough to excuse themselves and walk out secara sopan from unnecessary, stressful meetings. Nevertheless, I pr

Scene 1 Cikgu   : Puan, puan kena cakap Bahasa Malaysia dengan anak puan. Me       : Kenapa cikgu? Cikgu   : Result BM dia sentiasa teruk. Mungkin kalau cakap BM dengan dia boleh bantu sikit. Me       : Cikgu, saya memang cakap BM sebab English saya sendiri pun teruk. Betul, tak tipu. Scene 2 A conversation after UPSR BM paper.... Me     : How was the test? Me son : So so. By the way what is 'jururawat' ibu? Me      : What was your guess? (Biar betul dia ni) Scene 3 Haziq    :  Ibu, there's a MAJOR improvement for my BM result! Me        : (hati berbunga-bunga) Owh ye ke? What did you get? Haziq    : Last time was 'E', now I got a 'D' Me       : (long paused dalam hati 'eh?') Nazurah : Same here mummy, there's an improvement for mine as well Me        : Nazurah dapat apa? Nazurah : From 'D' to 'C' Me        : alhamdulillah for both of your results (while scratching head) Scene 4 Me Son : Ibu, do you use BM

I am obviously not the best daughter-in-law one could have. But  I’m the fun one! Hehehe…However, despite my shortcomings, I always held a deep respect for Mama. Your cooking skills were unparalleled, and I could never match your culinary expertise. But I do try my best to light the stove every now and then, attempting to recreate the flavors you so effortlessly created. Mama, I will never forget that moment when your medical test results came out. We didn't share them with anyone else. The world seems upside down, and all I could offer was my unwavering support and heartfelt prayers. It was an incredibly awkward moment when you asked me to bathe you. Little did I know that it would be the last time, as you took your final breath shortly after. I cherish that memory and feel grateful to have been able to care for you in your final moments. That last look you gave me is etched in my memory. As I informed you that I had to return to the office, unable to stay by your side in your h

Mak, my apologies for expressing this. I never have the intention to break your heart. Mak, You  wonder why don't I buy myself a brand new car….. The 11 year old German stallion is still our pride despite of its age and condition... and the minivan that bapak is driving is still our happy ride. Mak, you were asking why I wasn’t chauffeured driven like my friends.. Honestly mak, I would love too. Who doesn't kan ;p Mak, you were asking why I do not buy designer handbags, wear expensive jewelery, branded clothing and all. I don’t need them mak. I’m happy with my handbags though they are a little outdated. In fact I think I have too many of them already. They may not be Hermes and the fact that I do not have to pay for them indicates that I am blessed with love. Clothes? You know how kedekut-stingy I can be when buying my own attire (but not for the kids) Mak, you were asking why I didn’t upgrade my house. The truth is mak, the  house is already too quiet and feeling e

A conversation in the lift today Woman   : Hi Boss Big Boss : Hi, where are you going? Woman  : Training Boss      : Training apa? Training marah orang ka? Woman  : Owh, itu training is best to learn from you. Boss      : This girl never learn anything from me even after 5 years. (while pointing at me) Me         : Who say I don’t? I do. Woman : May be because she has a soft heart Me        : NO, because I learn only the good thing from him. Boss     : I thought I teach you all the good things? Me        : Ya..BUT the bad way. I only consume good things, the good way. (Utter silence) *habislah bonus aku* there goes my bonus.... My Office's Chill Pill

maki sushi is the only maki I am able to consume other maki is truly unacceptable. please save your maki and lets spread the positive vibes peeps! I promise to always look for the good in bad times like a saying, even a dead clock will strikes the correct time twice a day. Translation Malay->English maki            = to abuse maki hamun = insults maki sushi   =sushi cuisine

I stumbled upon my last posting..that was merely 8 months back. Allah has put me to a greater trial subsequently after the posting. I broke down. Fell apart. "..we have wronged our ownself.." al araf (7:23)