Count down....
I'm in my 36 weeks and delivery can took place anytime after 37th. My MRI result came back today & according to doctor I am capable for normal delivery this time (Haziq's was via emergency C-section).
Am I afraid?
Of course I do, for people who carry many sins like me have a reason to be scared.
I still remember when the doctor was saying that I am categorized under people who are capable to bear the pain (based on the contraction graph & the long hour labor pain)
& I also remember not even a tear drops during the PPH-post partum hearmorrage (or "tumpah darah" in Malay).
But things are different now, I have my children to think of.
I keep telling my hubby that should something happen to me, he may re-marry,
BUT I know, no one can replace being the best mother to my children & love them as much as I do.
Since I am busy travelling around and at the same time tied up with office work. This may be my last posting before giving birth.
Kindly forgive me, mintak ampun dan maaf and please pray for my safe delivery.
Am I afraid?
Of course I do, for people who carry many sins like me have a reason to be scared.
I still remember when the doctor was saying that I am categorized under people who are capable to bear the pain (based on the contraction graph & the long hour labor pain)
& I also remember not even a tear drops during the PPH-post partum hearmorrage (or "tumpah darah" in Malay).
But things are different now, I have my children to think of.
I keep telling my hubby that should something happen to me, he may re-marry,
BUT I know, no one can replace being the best mother to my children & love them as much as I do.
Since I am busy travelling around and at the same time tied up with office work. This may be my last posting before giving birth.
Kindly forgive me, mintak ampun dan maaf and please pray for my safe delivery.
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